A day in the life of Chelsea Parry











{March 14, 2007}   wouldnt it be funny

wouldnt it be funny of one day you woke up and realizez that all the people you think you are important to dont really give a fuck how you are

wouldnt it be funny if the boy you love left and didnt even noe the truth about how you feel

wouldnt it be funny if the one thing you belived in your hole life was a lie

wouldnt it be funny if your best firend let you down because she was to busy with her boyfriend

wouldnt it be funny if all of a sudden you fail at the one thing you were always good at

yeah this would all be halrious



I used to know this girl
Who gave her love away
To every guy she met
And with all the games they played
She never seemed to cry
She never got upset
And one by one they came
And one by one they left
I thought that I could fix her
If she would let me in
But all of my advances
Were shut down in the end
When days turned into months
I begged her to explain
And this is what she sang

It’s not like I’m a slut
Or that I really like to fuck
I just want every boy I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there’s nothing left to hold
Until there’s nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can’t save me from myself

I used to know this boy
Who took notes in a book
But he ripped out all the pages
Before I got a look
At all the words he scribbled
At all the lines he filled
But the ink stains on his fingers
Told me he was skilled
At capturing a feeling
That most of us just miss
The simple pain of living
With goodbyes on our lips
I found one of the pages
Crumpled by her bed
And this is how it read

It’s not like I am weak
Or that I don’t know how to leave
It’s just that every time you cheat
You bring me closer to defeat

Until there’s nothing left to love
Until there’s nothing left to say
I know that you need help
But even I can’t save you from yourself

its not like i really wanna fail



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