i dare you to care! she heatedly shouts.
not angry, just fed up with this human girl shell.
it had been ages since the girl had given a damn.
he needs her now, now her needs arent him
selfish tendancies not new, tattered with wear
tattered with the tears fear and loathing of past present and future friends.
one whispers in her ears and tell her its all right, that its time to move on.
she doesnt want to move on.

always stuck in the fuckin past, at last- a relapse.
the last thing she wanted to question was herself.
hidden motives and self-righteous intent, someone tell this girl to GET BENT.
she had it coming, she had it coming.
new years new you, how untrue.
shes still puking on the side of the road.
throwing up her bad choices, only minutes later to swallow them again.
only seconds later her mind undo redo help.

nothing new, open and close the pages of her mind.
reply to her demons, forward her peace and send her happiness as a late christmas gift.
spell out her tears in a letter, save them in your heart, print them in a secret book
and conclude this friendship.
is she worth ALL this?

she never wanted this. she never wanted you.
this is the point of no return