If you don’t know
Then you can’t care
And you show up
But you’re not there
But I’m waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

And you grew up good and wonderful.
Then the time come for you to take on the world, and you did.
But somewhere along the line, you changed.
You stopped being you.
You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you’re no good.
And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow. Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is going to hit as hard as life. But it isn’t about how hard you hit back. It’s about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward.
But you got to be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you aren’t where you want to be because of him, or her, or anybody!
Cowards do that, and we’re all capable of so much more than that.

sometimes you find love in the weirdest places.
sometimes you realize the right person was there all along
sometimes you see that the person you thought was right was wrong
sometimes you just need to cry
sometimes you need cheering up
and sometimes just sometimes
you see that he loves you more then you could ever imagine

if someone writes a song with a simple rhyme

just a song where is feeling show
& if someone feels the same about the simple song
oh sometimes you can hear them sing
music gives you happiness or sadness
But it also, it also heals your soul
..let the music heal your soul
....let the music take control
......let the music give you the power to move any mountain

oh if someone plays piano with some simple chords
so melodic and endearing too
& oh if someone plays guitar with the old piano
& maybe you can hear them sing
..Music gives you happiness or sadness
but it also heals your soul

em>did you even for a second hesitate in the doorway?
it’s just something that I’d like to know
though I’d still love you if told me
—you just walked away..
my god, what a world you love
where men bury their sons
and without thought just walk away..
but I believe there is something here to be learnt of grace
’cause I can’t help but love you
even with a heart that breakslike the promises that you made
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i dare you to care! she heatedly shouts.
not angry, just fed up with this human girl shell.
it had been ages since the girl had given a damn.
he needs her now, now her needs arent him
selfish tendancies not new, tattered with wear
tattered with the tears fear and loathing of past present and future friends.
one whispers in her ears and tell her its all right, that its time to move on.
she doesnt want to move on.

always stuck in the fuckin past, at last- a relapse.
the last thing she wanted to question was herself.
hidden motives and self-righteous intent, someone tell this girl to GET BENT.
she had it coming, she had it coming.
new years new you, how untrue.
shes still puking on the side of the road.
throwing up her bad choices, only minutes later to swallow them again.
only seconds later her mind undo redo help.

nothing new, open and close the pages of her mind.
reply to her demons, forward her peace and send her happiness as a late christmas gift.
spell out her tears in a letter, save them in your heart, print them in a secret book
and conclude this friendship.
is she worth ALL this?

she never wanted this. she never wanted you.
this is the point of no return

wouldnt it be funny of one day you woke up and realizez that all the people you think you are important to dont really give a fuck how you are

wouldnt it be funny if the boy you love left and didnt even noe the truth about how you feel

wouldnt it be funny if the one thing you belived in your hole life was a lie

wouldnt it be funny if your best firend let you down because she was to busy with her boyfriend

wouldnt it be funny if all of a sudden you fail at the one thing you were always good at

yeah this would all be halrious

I used to know this girl
Who gave her love away
To every guy she met
And with all the games they played
She never seemed to cry
She never got upset
And one by one they came
And one by one they left
I thought that I could fix her
If she would let me in
But all of my advances
Were shut down in the end
When days turned into months
I begged her to explain
And this is what she sang

It’s not like I’m a slut
Or that I really like to fuck
I just want every boy I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there’s nothing left to hold
Until there’s nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can’t save me from myself

I used to know this boy
Who took notes in a book
But he ripped out all the pages
Before I got a look
At all the words he scribbled
At all the lines he filled
But the ink stains on his fingers
Told me he was skilled
At capturing a feeling
That most of us just miss
The simple pain of living
With goodbyes on our lips
I found one of the pages
Crumpled by her bed
And this is how it read

It’s not like I am weak
Or that I don’t know how to leave
It’s just that every time you cheat
You bring me closer to defeat

Until there’s nothing left to love
Until there’s nothing left to say
I know that you need help
But even I can’t save you from yourself

its not like i really wanna fail

people change, life changes, people keep going and meet new people and lose old people. we find new people that make our hearts beat a certain way, and that make our emotions run in other way, people dont drift away from echother, in reality we just let insignificant things get in the way of what really matters, and we lose touch with what we love, and what we once had. people dont just drift apart, its only a matter of inconsistant caring. but in the end everything is constant, life is constant, love is constant, breathing is constant, and we are defined as people by the way we handle our changes, by the way we deal with the ups and downs that life brings us each day, breaking us down, and bringing us back up.