If you don’t know
Then you can’t care
And you show up
But you’re not there
But I’m waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

And you grew up good and wonderful.
Then the time come for you to take on the world, and you did.
But somewhere along the line, you changed.
You stopped being you.
You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you’re no good.
And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow. Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is going to hit as hard as life. But it isn’t about how hard you hit back. It’s about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward.
But you got to be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you aren’t where you want to be because of him, or her, or anybody!
Cowards do that, and we’re all capable of so much more than that.

sometimes you find love in the weirdest places.
sometimes you realize the right person was there all along
sometimes you see that the person you thought was right was wrong
sometimes you just need to cry
sometimes you need cheering up
and sometimes just sometimes
you see that he loves you more then you could ever imagine

if someone writes a song with a simple rhyme

just a song where is feeling show
& if someone feels the same about the simple song
oh sometimes you can hear them sing
music gives you happiness or sadness
But it also, it also heals your soul
..let the music heal your soul
....let the music take control
......let the music give you the power to move any mountain

em>did you even for a second hesitate in the doorway?
it’s just something that I’d like to know
though I’d still love you if told me
—you just walked away..
my god, what a world you love
where men bury their sons
and without thought just walk away..
but I believe there is something here to be learnt of grace
’cause I can’t help but love you
even with a heart that breakslike the promises that you made
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i dare you to care! she heatedly shouts.
not angry, just fed up with this human girl shell.
it had been ages since the girl had given a damn.
he needs her now, now her needs arent him
selfish tendancies not new, tattered with wear
tattered with the tears fear and loathing of past present and future friends.
one whispers in her ears and tell her its all right, that its time to move on.
she doesnt want to move on.

always stuck in the fuckin past, at last- a relapse.
the last thing she wanted to question was herself.
hidden motives and self-righteous intent, someone tell this girl to GET BENT.
she had it coming, she had it coming.
new years new you, how untrue.
shes still puking on the side of the road.
throwing up her bad choices, only minutes later to swallow them again.
only seconds later her mind undo redo help.

nothing new, open and close the pages of her mind.
reply to her demons, forward her peace and send her happiness as a late christmas gift.
spell out her tears in a letter, save them in your heart, print them in a secret book
and conclude this friendship.
is she worth ALL this?

she never wanted this. she never wanted you.
this is the point of no return

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